It's me talking again, with myself.
Does anyone know that if you sleep with a full stomach of cheese pizza, you will get multiple dreams of people used to be close to your heart or close to you physically years ago?
I finally get to fall asleep around 12 midnight. That was almost 5 hours of my usual sleeping time nowadays. Considering that I wake up way past noon everyday, sleeping at 5 am seems reasonable.
So I have this plan of heading to the park for a run in the morning, for a long while. I woke up at 8am this morning, though with those nice cozy dreams and still feeling tired, I headed back to sleep and woke up slightly earlier than my usual time, 1pm.
Maybe it’s the cold that I’ve caught still making me tired, my throat still hurts like hell with slight fever that hasn’t been gone for awhile now. Or maybe it’s the cold air that I’ve been feeling in my room that forced me into hibernation mode.
I am not sure. But maybe I didn’t mind after all. This was a first step. I will start going to bed earlier so that I could wake up earlier without feeling tired. Then I could probably cycle to the park and have my run. I know that I need my stamina. I need that stamina to project my inner strength in vocal. Vocal instructor could only teach me necessary techniques, but I guess my inner potential has to be polished by myself. I’m the only one who could fix it.
No inner will of stepping out of my apartment though. Should I force it? Maybe not. I know that I need to recover. And I have been outside playing for the past few days with my cold, not good.
Today’s schedule, reading and writing, completing that with loads of water and rest.

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